May 3rd 2009

I hate when i had to turn 18
I knew that day will surely come
Loneliness, the past, or rumors
Desire, relations, or habits
Life sure is suck

But I can’t return to yesterday’s place
Even if I can reach that place, there’s no one

I’m really tired of going around in circles
but i cant move forward nor backward
I already gave up my dream

I only live with all my might, destroying and testing it
When it comes to loneliness, it remains forgotten behind somewhere
When it comes to kindness and sympathy, just leave me

If I can be reborn, then I want to become myself again
No matter how suck it is, I'll still walk on this road
I put my prayers in the blue sky that I'm sick of everything

Ah...
I hate when i turn out 18